Past transgressions lingering over my dome
Shining light on resentment sprinkled within my soul
Alchemy, I turn these thoughts out into keys
Typing and opening doors to offer me some relief
I’ve had my feelings hurt by those who were the closest
The same ones I’ve probably hurt when I allowed myself to lose focus
I wish things played out differently some days
Wondering if there was some way to step back after making a wrong turn in the maze
Amazingly, I still prefer the outcome of how it is now
Getting closer to who I am just took another route than I imagined
Burning fire of desire in my heart, my blood wreaks of dragon
But dragging out old memories only
Buried my seconds away in the cemetery in the present
We only have one life and I rather not live it in strife
I rather hug my dad instead of thinking of how he wasn’t nice
Love in so many forms, at times I feel bent out of shape
Carving the fear out to put love back in place
Here I am counting errors and blunders instead of my blessings
Scared for future moments to turn into remedial lessons
When will I learn that the wait isn’t worth the stressing?
Today as I flip these thoughts in this session.
Transmutation creates space for opportunities
By destroying old fabric and converting it from you and me
Transforming it to us who are meant to be
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